ReMemBer Back iN tHe DaYs.....

I never knew u r the best i needed...

2010-01-26T05:45:00.000-08:00

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing
for the ending of my first begin

and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after)
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that i'd be here (who'd knew that i'd be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly )
undeniablely happy
said with you right here, right here next to me

boy you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always

my new favourite song...

2010-01-10T01:10:00.001-08:00

Party people

listen up
Hey! You know what time it is?
Everybody put your hands in the air like that

Hey! You know what time it is?

Everybody put your hands in the air verse 1, come on!

Don’t tell me bad

No matter whose words it is, it will attract and open the eyes of drama

It will clear up like Déjà vu

You are the real and ideal super lady

Until the morning, please tell me the password

Up to a morning, it’s gettin’ HOT

CHORUS

WOW WOW I don’t need anything

I miss you TOP OF THE WORLD

The moment I hold you, I have no regrets

I wanna know about you, I can’t stop my urges
Moonlight show you can be my Queen tonight

It’s amazing love, it’s flexible so
Open the door to tomorrow and come

Like a puzzle, you’re the last piece

Oh baby, let me take you there
Secretholic

Until the morning

The one I can see through is gonna stop
Up to a morning, it’s gettin’ HOT

WOW WOW, you’re awoken a miracle
I miss you TOP OF THE WORLD

I can’t come to my sense with your sweet kiss,
And I embrace everything

Walking on the top of the world ….

I wanna know about you, I can’t stop my urges
Moonlight show you can be my Queen tonight

Until the morning, tell me the password

Up to a morning It’s gettin’ HOT

WOW WOW I do not need anything

I miss you TOP OF THE WORLD

The moment I hold you, I have no regrets

Do you have these symptoms?

2010-01-08T23:44:00.000-08:00

-Leaving the radio off because every song makes you cry

-Loss of appetite

-Binge eating for comfort

-Calling your ex several times a day

-Text messaging and emailing constantly (Text Message Terrorism)

-Constantly checking your email and voice mail to see if he/she called

-Not going out because you are afraid to miss a call

-Thinking non-stop about why they REALLY left you

-Feeling massively depressed

-Feeling urges to spy on them

-Endlessly rehearsing what you should have said

-Endlessly rehearsing what you will say if you bump into them

…and when you do get a hold of them, it usually turns ugly because without a clear plan of what you are supposed to do…what happens? P-A-N-I-C...defensiveness...arguments...and then it gets really nasty.

Do you make these mistakes with your ex?

-We try to convince them we are the love of their life

-We will apologize profusely for everything

-Promise to change for good this time

-Try to get them to see that it wasn't really our fault

-Even beg with them to take us back

…and of course with every word we utter, regardless of our intention, the more and more defensive, angry and distant they become.

Please know…this is not your fault! You weren't taught this in school. You probably weren't taught this by your parents…and there is no "get your ex back" night school...

Yeah?

And it is really a shame too because what could be more important than love? ..Cars?...Money?...Clothes?...ALGEBRA?

So why? Are there all kinds of books, magazines and help on fixing a car, managing money and all the latest fashions, yet very little USEFUL information on how to fix a broken relationship…manage your emotions or getting the love of your life back?

Crazy huh?

And now as you will soon see...all that has changed.

is this love???

2009-11-26T00:02:00.000-08:00

i like everything bout him...

the way he talks,

the way he walks,

the way he says my name,

i like everything bout him...

ps: it is so sweet to have this kind of feeling... fyi, this is not my words tau... <3

IB

2009-11-18T00:53:00.001-08:00

Tertekannyer...

lagi nk dekat exam, lagi bnyk bnde yg kena pk...

lagi nk dekat exam, lagi bnyk isu yg kena pk...

haihhhh !!!!!!

what is in my bag on my way to finish IB???

2009-11-15T04:08:00.000-08:00

these are the things that u can find in my bag as an IB student...

1) Graphic Display Calculator or known as GDC

2) pencil case

3) note book

4) a bookmark

5) hand sanitizer

6) lip balm

7) my wallet

8) PILOT mechanical pencil

9) stickers(i'm not sure y i have it)

10) perfume

11) my earphone

12) my handphone (i took this pic using the handphone, that's y u can't see the phone)

13) my keys

and last but not least

14) some sweets

i've just realised that i carried some many things in my bag + some books in my hands every morning from my room which is located at the last block in KMB to my class which is the second last class at the new building.

i took for about 5 minutes +++ to get to my class

and when i sit on my chair, i'm exhausted.

and at my place, i dont feel the air-conditioner and

i'm so damn mad when somebody wants to decrease the speed of the fan

plus whoever enters the door and forget to close the door.

i cant read when the light is too bright...

so, please close the door...

i want them....

2009-11-15T00:41:00.000-08:00

this is so cute

i love this...

2009-11-15T00:16:00.000-08:00

(but with my height, i'm sure i will look so out of my mind)

we walk

2009-11-14T23:57:00.000-08:00

You never alter
You’re always you
Everything’s breaking
But I don’t care
Smash the rest up
Burn it down
Put us in the corner ‘cus we’re into ideas

Take these edges
They’re inside out
No one will notice
They’re looking elsewhere
We can’t be honest
We call it off
We got the choice if it all goes wrong

We walk, we walk
We walk, we walk

You see the changes
In things that come
It’s how you deal with it
When switching off
Make a decision
A precondition
We got the choice if it all goes wrong

We walk, we walk
We walk, we walk

When nothing makes you feel good
Then nothing makes you feel good

issues...

2009-11-14T17:43:00.000-08:00

everybody has his own issuses,

but what if it is the same issues for the past few years,

aren't you tired thinking bout it???

you have made your mind,

just stick with it,

there's no need to keep on talking bout it over and over again.

you tell me to hold on with my decision,

and prove to them that i'm making decent choices,

but the truth is, it is you who really need that advise.

i know

i sound so cruel

but maybe this is what you need to hear

from someone who cares about you

although you hate her so much.

As your friend,

i dont want you to get in trouble,

i dont want you to be sad,

i dont want you to think your life isn't as great as others,

i just want you to be happy,

to be loved by someone that you love,

to smile all the time,

to appreciate every things that you have in your life.

you can draw a fake smile on your face,

you can lie to everyone,

but you can't lie in front of me,

i'm your friend,

i'll always be your friend even though you really hate it.

these words come straight from the bottom of my heart,

i'm not a perfect person,

i'm just your friend...

stronger...

2009-11-14T06:20:00.000-08:00

Hush, just stop
There’s nothing you can do or say, baby
I’ve had enough
I’m not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I’m

…
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger
That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn’t really care about me
You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong
‘Cause now I’m…
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

Here I go, on my own
I don’t need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now
I don’t need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

sorry

2009-11-14T05:56:00.000-08:00

we can simply criticize others

as if we are better than them,

as if we will not going to do the same mistakes like they did,

and as if we are perfect.

but, why did all of us does not want to realise that

nobody is perfect

all of us have our own flaws

we make mistakes so that others wont repeat it

rather than we criticize them,

why dont we try to understand them

and accept them for what they are.

i'm just a human being

i tend to make mistakes

that i really wish i didn't do it

i got some issues with myself

and I'M SO SORRY

for all the wrong things that i've done,

for all the trouble that i've made,

and

I'M SORRY

for ever

ything.

After all, i'm just an ordinary person.

for some people sorry seems to be the hardest word...

~xoxo~

2009-11-11T00:39:00.001-08:00

if someone gives me this necklace, i'm sure i'll fall for him

~xoxo~

one in a million by bosson

2009-11-11T00:05:00.000-08:00

i really love this song...

i think this song is so sweet n meaningful...

You're one in a million

Now

You're one in a million

Sometimes love can hit y

ou every day

Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see

Only one can really make me stay

A sign from the sky

Said to me

You're one in a million

You're once in a lifetime

You made me discover one of the stars above us

You're one in a million

You're once in a lifetime

You made me discover one of the stars above us

I've been looking for that special one

And I've been searching for someone to give my love

And when I thought that all the hope was gone

You smile, there you were and I was gone

I always will remember how I felt that day

A feeling indescribable to me

Yeah

I always knew there was an answer for my prayer

And you, you're the one, the one for me

I was cool and everything was possible

They tried to catch me but it wasn't possible

No one could hurt me it was my game

Until I met you baby and we're the same

And when you didn't want me, I wanted you

Because the finer thing about it was I like the show

I like it when its difficult I like it when it's hard

You know it's worth it that you found your heart

You're one in a million

i'm back...

2009-10-18T01:21:00.000-07:00

da lame kot aku tgglkn blog ni...

sori ea my dear blog...

i've been bz...

i'll try my best tuk update kan bnde ni...

ok???

time machine or deleting the memory programme

2009-08-15T06:57:00.001-07:00

if there is such thing as time machine or some kind deleting the memory programme, i'll be the first person to try it cause i have lots of things that i wish i didn't do it or some people that maybe i should not know about their existance( not because they are evil or something like that) in this world. i'm sorry but i do wish that way because maybe my life would be different if i can erase that memories and i won't feel like what i feel rite now...
i know i'm being too emotional and dramatic but i can't help it...

what should i feel or think???

2009-08-15T06:08:00.004-07:00

today,
there are lots of things in my mind,
i feel sad while i'm thinking bout it,
but at the same time i'm happy remembering that moment,
i keep looking at that place,
and i wish i can turn the time back to few months ago,
i really wish i can do that,
but it is impossible,
i have to face it and stop dreaming,
uh, it's killing me,
i want him to know but at the same time i dont,
actually i dont even know what i what,
things are not like what i expect them to be,
i'm sad,
i'm frustrated,
i'm confused,
sometimes, i feel like i lost in my sadness,
i told myself to be strong,
i told myself to just let it go,
but it might just some kind of lies that i create to cover up my feelings,
i dont know what i have to do,
i dont have the courage to cry or shout out my emotions,
maybe the truth is i'm losing myself,
figuratively i'm sinking in the ocean of sadness and loneliness,
and in the end, i just cant let everything go that easily.

what if (ni bkn translate sajak usman awng tau)

2009-08-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

what if
ape yg kte nk
kite x dapat
msti rase bengang gler2
tapi beberape hari lps tu msti cm pk blk
kenape x leh dapt bnde2 tu

what if
kite cm the only one yg still single
sedangkn kwn2 lain semua da berpunye
tangan asyik pegang phone 24 hours
then kdg2 tgh mlm gayut smpai cm lupe nk tido
adakah kte kena risau
sekiranya 10 tahun lagi kte x kawen
sbb skarang kte single

what if
keje cm berlambak2
tapi kite x de desire langsung tuk buat
pastu semua org cm mencurahkan sepenuh semangat tuk siapkan bnde tu
x ke kite rase cm x bergune
or rse cm nk marah kat org yg tgh wat keje tu
tapi adakah tindakan itu berpatutan...

hmmm,
dalam hidup ni
x semua dapat ape yg die org nk...
btl tak???

finally...

2009-08-05T22:40:00.001-07:00

lama kot tunggu...
akhirnya dapat gak...

my life...

2009-07-22T02:13:00.001-07:00

i'm having quite hectic life lately...
there are lots of things in my mind...
i'm wondering,
what should i do to get rid all of them???
i know the things that have been bugging me are there for certain reason,
but i still could not think of it,
i juz wished one day, my life would get better...
i'll be happy with my family and friends...
i'll get achieve my dream to become a doctor...
i'll find someone who really meant for me...
i really wished for that...

ayah...

2009-06-26T02:46:00.001-07:00

to ayah...
eppy father's day...

da nk blk...

2009-06-13T02:19:00.000-07:00

x nk blk...
sebab2 x nk blk...

1) nanti msti dpt result exam...
2) mals nk kemas barang...
3) homework bnyk x siap lagi...
4) x nk jmpe certain people...
5) da x leh mkn yg sedap2 da...
6) kena bgn pagi awal...
and bnyk lagi la reason yang wat x nak blk...

malasnyer...

2009-06-05T23:27:00.000-07:00

bnyk keje yg x wat lagi...
cuti ni rase cm cuti pas spm dulu...
malas gler nk wat ape2...
ee, world lite, ia econ, ia math...
waaa.... gler r cm ni....
kemalsn thp maksimum da ni...
tolong la sape2 bg pnjm jap kerajinan korang...
boleh tak???
serius ni...

oprah...

2009-05-26T22:58:00.000-07:00

in this morning, i woke up quite late as last night i slept at 5 am.
i was carried away when i played my favourite game.
then, i went downstairs and noboby was at home.
i looked at the clock. owh, it was already 9.30am.
my dad already at work and my brother was at school sitting for his examination.
i switched on the television and tried to find any interesting movies or channels.
suddenly, i stopped at hallmark channel.
it was oprah winfrey's show.
from my point of view, this show was really good and touching. i even cried when it came about sacrifaction, family and love. i do cry.
today, oprah is talking about the way to live your life to the fullest.
and at the end of the show, she said something that really make me want to think.
actually, i cant remember her full sentences but she sounds like this.
she said,"be happy with whatever you have no matter what it looks like because they are there to help you to show the really you."
i think it is true as sometime i always think i do not have what i want and the thing that i want is not perfect but it moulds me to who am i right now.
i start to appreciate everything that happen in my life evebthough it is painful.
maybe there will be something that is very wonderful and precious waiting for me in the end of my journey to achieve my dreams.

change the world

2009-05-25T23:38:00.000-07:00

since you've gone,

well it seems like everything is wrong,

and deep inside,

i know i've lost much more than pride,

well, happiness is getting further away,

boy i miss you than words can say,
i need a miracle now,

so tell me,

how can i change the world,

coz i sure can't change sure your mind,

where's the miracle i need now,

got to get to you somehow,

coz i can't change the world

i can't change the world

no i can't change the world

losing you

well it has been the hardest thing to do

so i close my eyes and tell myself

that somehow i'll survive

well, you gave heaven and you took it away

boy i miss you more with each passing days

i need a miracle now

so tell me

how can i change the world

coz i sure can't change your mind

where's the miracle i need now

got to get to you somehow

and it's sad that you had to leave

just so you can find yourself

and it's so sad that you just can't see

i love you more than life itself

No I can't change the world

How can I change the world

`Cos I sure can't change your mind

Where's the miracle I need now

Got to get to you somehow

`Cos I can't change the world

Got to get to you somehow

No I can't change the world

I can't change the world

No I can't change the world

nama samaran@nick names@nama manja...

2009-05-25T01:11:00.000-07:00

yaya(it's my imaginary partner),
saya ada bnyk nama samaran...
since dari sekolah rendah, orang suka bagi nama samaran kat saya..
tapi mengapa ea...
nama saya x panjang atau susah nak sebut pun...
wardah... susah nk disebut ke...

mari kita lihat senarai nama samaran saya...
1* kat rumah, sebab saya anak sulung, keluarga saya pnggil saya along... tapi kadangkala, kerana nak cepat saya akan membahasakan diri saya ang... pelik kan bunyinyer...
2* ada dikalangan mak cik saya akan memanggil saya cik long... kadang-kadang ada sorbg pak cik tu pggil saya adda...
3* dalam kalangan saudara-mara lak, sepupu-sepapat memggil saya kak long sebab dlm keluarga tu ada 3 org along....
4* mase sekolah rendah, dalam darjah 2 ada cikgu mate tu die bg saya nama siti na dan siti wawa...
5* mase drjh 6, kwn2 mule gune pggil saya dgn name wawa including guru besar sebb anak die kawan saya...
6* mase form 2, my dormmate bagi nama wardect... pelik semcm je name tu... then , saya dapat nama zamira wardah sebab saya buat skandal dgn senior form 5...(meme, sori)
7* mase form 4, kat gombak saya diberi nama wurdu... saya x sukae name tu sebab mcm pelik jer...
8* kat kmb lak mcm2 nama baru yang saya dapat...
-sarah aina pggil saya wardi
-dayana alya dan teman lelakinya pggil saya wardeeh
-my roommate pggil saya mate(sbb everytime die sebut name saya mcm lain mcm jer rasenyer)
-marni shuhaila pggil saya mr.war(sbb dulu die ada bg name somebody mr.y)
~~~ ini la diantara nama samaran yang saya dapat ingat...
panggil la dgn name ape pun, x ksh janji cm x membawa maksud yang buruk...
tapi buat mase ini saya lebih suka dikenali sebagai wardah jabar...
p/s: yaya, x de name samaran lain ke???

i love CHOCOLATE...

2009-05-24T23:50:00.001-07:00

i love chocolate or dayana might say she's lying as she would say i like vanilla...

'na, mmg aku suke vanilla but i love chocolate too...' =)

Chocolate is one of the most popular and yummiest types of foods that will likely stay at the top of most peoples favorite food lists. Chocolate is something most of us have grown up enjoying, but very few of us have taken the time to learn the many facts that are associated with chocolate.

here's 10 facts bout chocolate...

1. It is a known fact that chocolate has caffeine in it. But did you know that you would have to eat more then a dozen chocolate bars to get the same amount of caffeine from a cup of coffee? There are about 5 to 10 mg’s of caffeine in one ounce of bitter chocolate, 5 mgs in milk chocolate, and 10mgs in a six-ounce cup of cocoa.
2. Chocolate is actually a valuable energy source. A single chocolate chip can provide enough energy for an adult human to walk 150 ft.
3. Chocolate has great health benefits. It helps with depression, high blood pressure, tumors and pre-menstrual syndromes.(so, guys, if you see the girl is not in a good mood, just buy her a chocolate)
4. Chocolate does not cause or aggravate acne, this is a myth.
5. One ounce of baking chocolate or cocoa contains 10% of the daily recommended intake of iron.
6. Chocolate can be deadly for dogs. Chocolate contains an ingredient called “Theobromine” which can be toxic to a dogs central nervous system and cardiac muscles.(no chocolate for dogs)
7. People spend more than $7 billion dollars a year on chocolate.
8. The per capita consumption of chocolate indicates that each person consumes 12 pounds of chocolate each year.
9. Milk chocolate is the most preferred type of chocolate, however dark chocolate is especially popular among men.
10. In Alfred Hitchcock’s movie “Psycho” chocolate syrup was used to indicate blood in the famous shower scene.

lets talk about music...

2009-05-24T23:35:00.000-07:00

what kind of music that i like???

not sure bout that...

but i like a few songs from Lady GaGa, FloRida, and of course Justin Timberlake...

i love Timberlake's songs especially 'Gone' , 'What goes around, comes around' and 'Dead and Gone'...

i would love to share a song...

it's from Lady Gaga... Nothing else i can say...

Cherry cherry
Boom boom
Gaga
Boy we've had a real good time
And I wish you the best
On your way, eh eh
I didn't mean to hurt you
I never thought we'd fall
Out of place, eh eh
I have something that I love long long
But my friends keepa' tellin' me
That something's wrong
Then I met someone
And eh, there's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish he never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
Not that I don't care about you
Just that things got so compliqué
Eh eh
I met somebody cute and funny
Got each other and that's funny
Eh eh
I have something that I love long long
But my friends keepa' tellin' me
That something's wrong
Then I met someone
And eh, there's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish he never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I have something that I love long long
But my friends keepa' tellin' me
That something's wrong
Then I met someone
And eh, there's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish he never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
Eh eh, cherry cherry, boom boom
Eh eh, eh eh
Oh, yeah
All I can say is eh eh

happy birthday and mother's day

2009-05-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

Last wednesday, it was my mom's birthday...

I called her on that day but i can't reached her as she left her handphone in the car...

So, i called my dad and i talked to her...

I juz wished her happy birthday and that's it...

I dont know why but i feel different everytime i wanna tell something related with love to my family or everyone, i feel awkward...

Even when i say l love someone, i cant say it directly in front of that person...

It seems like in my family, we do not relly show our love...

We juz know bout it...

Well, i do get her a present...

I bought her a perfume...

And i would like to wish her

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UMI...

it's over...

2009-05-22T04:56:00.000-07:00

for me...
this sentence brings a few meaning...
first...
my 2nd sem is already over...
second...
something that i really hope to happen, something that i've been wishing for the past few months, well it's over... but honestly, i'm quite sad but i feel like i wanna laugh will all my heart when i think bout it... it's not funny at all but i still wanna laugh...
third...
my exam was over yesterday... not my final exams...

2009-05-08T21:31:00.000-07:00

wani dan wardah

jom usha blog wani...

2009-05-08T21:13:00.000-07:00

td, aku baru bgtau wani yang aku da wat blog sendiri...
wani pun mencadangkan aku meng'add' blog die...
oleh sebab aku masih baru dlm dunia blog ni, aku pun mintak la die tlg wat kan...
wani pun memerah otaknya tekan sana tekan sini tuk cari kat mane tuk add blog ni...
dan tibe2 aku leh add blog wani...
aku dan wani pun gembira...
hahahaha
lepas itu, wani bagitau blog die jarang orang lalu...
dan sebagai rakan aku pun nak ajak korang ramai2 jom lawat blog wani...
straightsolution.blogspot.com.
dengan ini aku melancarkan kempen 'Jom Lawat Blog Wani'...

da first quotes from me...

2009-05-08T07:45:00.001-07:00

ok, frenz...
for this time let us discuss bout few quotes...
ok, frens are you ready???

da first one:
True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
-Jason Jordan-
My comment:
Absolutely true...
No one is prefect...
When you love someone, you will accept all his/her weaknesses and strength...

da second one:
A loving heart is the truest wisdom.
-Charles Dickens-
My comment:
It's true...

da 3rd one:
If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with.
My comment:
Do be strong to accept the truth...

Hmmm, so what do you think???
LOVE IS COMPLICATED...

hye, This is da first peice of me...

2009-05-08T07:26:00.001-07:00

hye, guys...

i'm new wit this thing...

b4 this, i dont really care bout anythg related wit blog...

but now, it sems quite interesting or like i always said 'cm seronok jer'...

so, i create my own blog...

i 'm still learning on how to improve this blog to make it more exciting...

plizz, do leave a comment ok...

bye...

till then...