I never knew u r the best i needed...

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing
for the ending of my first begin

and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after)
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that i'd be here (who'd knew that i'd be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly )
undeniablely happy
said with you right here, right here next to me

boy you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always

my new favourite song...

Party people

listen up
Hey! You know what time it is?
Everybody put your hands in the air like that

Hey! You know what time it is?

Everybody put your hands in the air verse 1, come on!

Don’t tell me bad

No matter whose words it is, it will attract and open the eyes of drama

It will clear up like Déjà vu

You are the real and ideal super lady

Until the morning, please tell me the password

Up to a morning, it’s gettin’ HOT

CHORUS

WOW WOW I don’t need anything

I miss you TOP OF THE WORLD

The moment I hold you, I have no regrets

I wanna know about you, I can’t stop my urges
Moonlight show you can be my Queen tonight

It’s amazing love, it’s flexible so
Open the door to tomorrow and come

Like a puzzle, you’re the last piece

Oh baby, let me take you there
Secretholic

Until the morning

The one I can see through is gonna stop
Up to a morning, it’s gettin’ HOT

WOW WOW, you’re awoken a miracle
I miss you TOP OF THE WORLD

I can’t come to my sense with your sweet kiss,
And I embrace everything

Walking on the top of the world ….

I wanna know about you, I can’t stop my urges
Moonlight show you can be my Queen tonight

Until the morning, tell me the password

Up to a morning It’s gettin’ HOT

WOW WOW I do not need anything

I miss you TOP OF THE WORLD

The moment I hold you, I have no regrets

Do you have these symptoms?

-Leaving the radio off because every song makes you cry

-Loss of appetite

-Binge eating for comfort

-Calling your ex several times a day

-Text messaging and emailing constantly (Text Message Terrorism)

-Constantly checking your email and voice mail to see if he/she called

-Not going out because you are afraid to miss a call

-Thinking non-stop about why they REALLY left you

-Feeling massively depressed

-Feeling urges to spy on them

-Endlessly rehearsing what you should have said

-Endlessly rehearsing what you will say if you bump into them

…and when you do get a hold of them, it usually turns ugly because without a clear plan of what you are supposed to do…what happens? P-A-N-I-C...defensiveness...arguments...and then it gets really nasty.

Do you make these mistakes with your ex?

-We try to convince them we are the love of their life

-We will apologize profusely for everything

-Promise to change for good this time

-Try to get them to see that it wasn't really our fault

-Even beg with them to take us back

…and of course with every word we utter, regardless of our intention, the more and more defensive, angry and distant they become.

Please know…this is not your fault! You weren't taught this in school. You probably weren't taught this by your parents…and there is no "get your ex back" night school...

Yeah?

And it is really a shame too because what could be more important than love? ..Cars?...Money?...Clothes?...ALGEBRA?

So why? Are there all kinds of books, magazines and help on fixing a car, managing money and all the latest fashions, yet very little USEFUL information on how to fix a broken relationship…manage your emotions or getting the love of your life back?

Crazy huh?

And now as you will soon see...all that has changed.

is this love???

i like everything bout him...

the way he talks,

the way he walks,

the way he says my name,

i like everything bout him...

ps: it is so sweet to have this kind of feeling... fyi, this is not my words tau... <3

IB

Tertekannyer...

lagi nk dekat exam, lagi bnyk bnde yg kena pk...

lagi nk dekat exam, lagi bnyk isu yg kena pk...

haihhhh !!!!!!

what is in my bag on my way to finish IB???

these are the things that u can find in my bag as an IB student...

1) Graphic Display Calculator or known as GDC

2) pencil case

3) note book

4) a bookmark

5) hand sanitizer

6) lip balm

7) my wallet

8) PILOT mechanical pencil

9) stickers(i'm not sure y i have it)

10) perfume

11) my earphone

12) my handphone (i took this pic using the handphone, that's y u can't see the phone)

13) my keys

and last but not least

14) some sweets

i've just realised that i carried some many things in my bag + some books in my hands every morning from my room which is located at the last block in KMB to my class which is the second last class at the new building.

i took for about 5 minutes +++ to get to my class

and when i sit on my chair, i'm exhausted.

and at my place, i dont feel the air-conditioner and

i'm so damn mad when somebody wants to decrease the speed of the fan

plus whoever enters the door and forget to close the door.

i cant read when the light is too bright...

so, please close the door...

i want them....

this is so cute

i love this...

(but with my height, i'm sure i will look so out of my mind)

we walk

You never alter
You’re always you
Everything’s breaking
But I don’t care
Smash the rest up
Burn it down
Put us in the corner ‘cus we’re into ideas

Take these edges
They’re inside out
No one will notice
They’re looking elsewhere
We can’t be honest
We call it off
We got the choice if it all goes wrong

We walk, we walk
We walk, we walk

You see the changes
In things that come
It’s how you deal with it
When switching off
Make a decision
A precondition
We got the choice if it all goes wrong

We walk, we walk
We walk, we walk

When nothing makes you feel good
Then nothing makes you feel good

issues...

everybody has his own issuses,

but what if it is the same issues for the past few years,

aren't you tired thinking bout it???

you have made your mind,

just stick with it,

there's no need to keep on talking bout it over and over again.

you tell me to hold on with my decision,

and prove to them that i'm making decent choices,

but the truth is, it is you who really need that advise.

i know

i sound so cruel

but maybe this is what you need to hear

from someone who cares about you

although you hate her so much.

As your friend,

i dont want you to get in trouble,

i dont want you to be sad,

i dont want you to think your life isn't as great as others,

i just want you to be happy,

to be loved by someone that you love,

to smile all the time,

to appreciate every things that you have in your life.

you can draw a fake smile on your face,

you can lie to everyone,

but you can't lie in front of me,

i'm your friend,

i'll always be your friend even though you really hate it.

these words come straight from the bottom of my heart,

i'm not a perfect person,

i'm just your friend...

stronger...

Hush, just stop
There’s nothing you can do or say, baby
I’ve had enough
I’m not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I’m

…
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger
That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn’t really care about me
You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong
‘Cause now I’m…
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

Here I go, on my own
I don’t need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now
I don’t need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My loneliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

sorry

we can simply criticize others

as if we are better than them,

as if we will not going to do the same mistakes like they did,

and as if we are perfect.

but, why did all of us does not want to realise that

nobody is perfect

all of us have our own flaws

we make mistakes so that others wont repeat it

rather than we criticize them,

why dont we try to understand them

and accept them for what they are.

i'm just a human being

i tend to make mistakes

that i really wish i didn't do it

i got some issues with myself

and I'M SO SORRY

for all the wrong things that i've done,

for all the trouble that i've made,

and

I'M SORRY

for ever

ything.

After all, i'm just an ordinary person.

for some people sorry seems to be the hardest word...

~xoxo~

if someone gives me this necklace, i'm sure i'll fall for him

~xoxo~

one in a million by bosson

i really love this song...

i think this song is so sweet n meaningful...

You're one in a million

Oh

Now

You're one in a million

Oh

Sometimes love can hit y

ou every day

Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see

Only one can really make me stay

A sign from the sky

Said to me

You're one in a million

You're once in a lifetime

You made me discover one of the stars above us

You're one in a million

You're once in a lifetime

You made me discover one of the stars above us

I've been looking for that special one

And I've been searching for someone to give my love

And when I thought that all the hope was gone

You smile, there you were and I was gone

I always will remember how I felt that day

A feeling indescribable to me

Yeah

I always knew there was an answer for my prayer

And you, you're the one, the one for me

I was cool and everything was possible

They tried to catch me but it wasn't possible

No one could hurt me it was my game

Until I met you baby and we're the same

And when you didn't want me, I wanted you

Because the finer thing about it was I like the show

I like it when its difficult I like it when it's hard

You know it's worth it that you found your heart

You're one in a million

Oh

You're one in a million

i'm back...

da lame kot aku tgglkn blog ni...

sori ea my dear blog...

i've been bz...

i'll try my best tuk update kan bnde ni...

ok???

time machine or deleting the memory programme

if there is such thing as time machine or some kind deleting the memory programme, i'll be the first person to try it cause i have lots of things that i wish i didn't do it or some people that maybe i should not know about their existance( not because they are evil or something like that) in this world. i'm sorry but i do wish that way because maybe my life would be different if i can erase that memories and i won't feel like what i feel rite now...
i know i'm being too emotional and dramatic but i can't help it...

what should i feel or think???

today,
there are lots of things in my mind,
i feel sad while i'm thinking bout it,
but at the same time i'm happy remembering that moment,
i keep looking at that place,
and i wish i can turn the time back to few months ago,
i really wish i can do that,
but it is impossible,
i have to face it and stop dreaming,
uh, it's killing me,
i want him to know but at the same time i dont,
actually i dont even know what i what,
things are not like what i expect them to be,
i'm sad,
i'm frustrated,
i'm confused,
sometimes, i feel like i lost in my sadness,
i told myself to be strong,
i told myself to just let it go,
but it might just some kind of lies that i create to cover up my feelings,
i dont know what i have to do,
i dont have the courage to cry or shout out my emotions,
maybe the truth is i'm losing myself,
figuratively i'm sinking in the ocean of sadness and loneliness,
and in the end, i just cant let everything go that easily.

what if (ni bkn translate sajak usman awng tau)

what if
ape yg kte nk
kite x dapat
msti rase bengang gler2
tapi beberape hari lps tu msti cm pk blk
kenape x leh dapt bnde2 tu

what if
kite cm the only one yg still single
sedangkn kwn2 lain semua da berpunye
tangan asyik pegang phone 24 hours
then kdg2 tgh mlm gayut smpai cm lupe nk tido
adakah kte kena risau
sekiranya 10 tahun lagi kte x kawen
sbb skarang kte single

what if
keje cm berlambak2
tapi kite x de desire langsung tuk buat
pastu semua org cm mencurahkan sepenuh semangat tuk siapkan bnde tu
x ke kite rase cm x bergune
or rse cm nk marah kat org yg tgh wat keje tu
tapi adakah tindakan itu berpatutan...

hmmm,
dalam hidup ni
x semua dapat ape yg die org nk...
btl tak???

finally...

lama kot tunggu...
akhirnya dapat gak...

my life...

i'm having quite hectic life lately...
there are lots of things in my mind...
i'm wondering,
what should i do to get rid all of them???
i know the things that have been bugging me are there for certain reason,
but i still could not think of it,
i juz wished one day, my life would get better...
i'll be happy with my family and friends...
i'll get achieve my dream to become a doctor...
i'll find someone who really meant for me...
i really wished for that...